So Am I

When I look you in the eyes, I can see your soul pulling me in. I can feel the vague tugging on my heart, and the gripping of my hands. With all your force you try to pull me to your darkness. The shadows hide your face, your beauty, your love. Your thoughts of me make me feel lowered, useless. Yet, I still allow you to pull me in. I get lost in the darkness of your eyes.
I am starting to dread my defeat. Hoping that eventually I can make it back out.
However, I am now so consumed with the dark that I start to lose grip of the reality I once knew.
I hear you in the distance, your thoughts. I can hear you chuckle silently as you realize you have succeeded.
Why am I not scared? Why am I not fighting harder to escape? I then realize I cannot leave because I truly do not want to, I need this place. I need darkness, a place to hide. I long for your questionable love, your unreliable touch, your dark demonic eyes. I ache to have your heart again. The heart that once loved me, the eyes that once spoke to my soul. But those are gone

And So Am I